Reflection as a Christian
I was not born into a Christian family. My mom and dad are Taoist, and they hold fast to the Tao tradition. But, because my parents were quite busy, as a kid, I spent most of my time with my grandma who is a Christian. Through my grandma care, I started to know about the church and eventually served in the teenager ministry. I actually don't know where is the point in my life when I really became a Christian. What I remembered, as a teenager, although I was quite active in the church and even serving in the teenager ministry, the church was actually a place for me to run from my family cause I feel fed up with my parents' demands and expectations. As a teenager, everybody thinks I am a good person, I attended church regularly, study well, did not do something bad. But, actually, all the attributes that were given to me make me felt so exhausted, I kept living to other standards and I didn't really really know what I really want to do with this life beside only becoming
